| Sunday, January 23rd, 2005 |
| 10:39 pm |
ok so livejournal is a no go check lol back 2 weed then |
| Saturday, January 22nd, 2005 |
| 2:24 pm |
and i will just stroll right back like nothing happened.......
so i had a new jrnal for a while and never tol d ne1 bout it.... ull get over it i promise. it took me like 4 hrs to remember this password!!!! but whatever.... lol can we focus on 1 thing here elise???? classes r killin me but its good to have somethin else 2 worry about so i dont just focus on the biggest problems i have. i am not goin 2 bother promising 2 post cuz we all no its not gunna happen so fuck it!!!!!! god i mso pissed rite nwo. updatez....so when my parents finaly started callin me by elise which i sed i wanted 2 be called in liek 8th grade, i realized that i cant jsut pretend to be some1 esle, that wil not solve n e thing.... but now i do not feel like i have a name. or a home. or a bf like nicole...i dont even want to talk bout what happened w john lets just eave it at that its OVER and johny bebe if u ever read this UR A LOZER FIND SOMETHIN ELSE 2 DO W UR TIME!!!!!! and stop thinkin bout me cuz im not thinkin bout u, so u better move on u pathetic piece of shit. if any girls he knows ar reading this or his retard new gf........ ur in for a bad time!!!!!! i feel bad 4u. but whatever i haev wasted 2 much of my lief on u and its not gunna happen again in fact i dont even know u, john who????? lol yea so drinkn durin the day its deprssin but it gets the job done!!!!!!! lol am i rite?? AM I RITE????? Current Mood: fuck u |
| Monday, January 27th, 2003 |
| 11:21 am |
How do people see you? brought to you by Quizillaso i still have 1 of these live journals huh.... im bord college sux but i knew that goin in u know?its good to be doin somethin w/myself i guess i havent really talked to any of my friends in like forever \, just classes and work... i work at the yogurtp lace downtown if u wanna come visit plz do.... haha im sorry.l.. im actually on aLOT of drgs rite now i cant really think @tall... hgaha so many typos im just gunna leve them.. u like it.. lol :) ok i SWEAR im gunna start updatin bah. i<3 care bears lol... theres this girl whos a bitch in my english comp clss and its nice 2 see she got wicked fat ahahaha she used to be a lollipop (sp?) bitch and now shes got love handles bigger than me.... also im datin john :) :) :) wel better go see if my car still wroks Current Mood:  bored |
| Sunday, July 21st, 2002 |
| 2:23 pm |
OK so its not fair askin u for updatez when i dont give u any. so ok heres the low down. since my last update i have moved out of my parents house FINALY and im takin classes 2 try and get my life in order believe it or not!!!! sooo much has happend im sorry nicole and i droped our journals like a bad habit :) itd be imposible to update u on everyting. ok i dont live in my hoemtown n e more, i dont really miss it, im in benton harbor now riskin my life every day i leave the house mabe i should just get sum banadas all differnt colors and tie them all over my body then mabe who ever is gunna shoot me will think im in theyre gang!! lol i kno thtas not spozda be funny. i dont see nicole or edmund or like any of my friends anymore they all liek droped off the face of the earth!! so i dunno l8ly ive been lonely the only 1 who really callz much is john and 2 b honest im so sick of him... i hope he reads this but i bet no one does n e more tahts what i get for not updating for what 6 MOS!!!!!1!! hahaha im even 2 lazy for liev journal anywya... i should shower... i have to do som shit 2nite... i cant blieve i went to clas 2day lookin like i do.. havent slept in sooo long... dont do my laundry n e more... lol... mabe ppl will think im grunge, or emo or somethin.... but my black cloz arent even black n e more... mor like grey and whatever ive stained them w/!!! aha thats sod epressin ok luv u all gtg drop me a line!!! ps i heard THE CURE r goin on tour for sure!!!!! must get detailz ill see u all there!!!!! Current Mood: apathetic |
| 1:49 pm |
OK so i just remembered i have a live journal :) How are u all??? i have way 2 many friend pages to go thru so ud better jst update me :) :) Current Mood: lol im such a ditz |
| Saturday, January 12th, 2002 |
| 2:58 pm |
rumor is the cure are goin on tour next year!!!!!!!!! ne1 know if this is truth or just a rumor??? omg thatd be so great... aa 1 of my friends john waz reading this earlier and makin fun of my almost constant typos.... fuck u, john........ typings hard.... lol Current Mood:  excited |
| Friday, January 11th, 2002 |
| 7:46 am |
omg im so pissed.... up this early.......... parents goin thru my room....... they seem to think my lief is their busniess cuz apparently they found some stuff outside of my car....... i h8 them Current Mood: grrrrrrr |
| Thursday, January 10th, 2002 |
| 8:42 pm |
im depressed :( Current Mood: see above |
| 8:36 pm |
i just found this new community.... is sort of kewl........ i mean i couldnt post ther cuz first im not pretty and second im not skinny or chubby but im in the middle and no one wants to see boring middle ppl..... lol...... but check it out its pretty http://www.livejournal.com/community/bbwnekkidparts/i dunno i thought it was nice, that those girls realized that liek theyre beautiful no matter what n e 1 says. i wish i could feel like taht. Current Mood: whatever |
| 8:30 pm |
hi everyone me updating 2 days in a row.... lets all be amazed i think its funny how last entry i said in lite of recent tragedies......... theyre hardly recent.... isnt it weird how everyone thinks of it like that tho??? its been what almost 4 months now.... hate 2 say it but thats a looong time. 4 months. time loses meaning to me...... still no word from nicole...... or ne thing... blahhhhhhhh fuck it life sucks sometimes... i know in perspective imlucky and everything...... but it still isnt easy... Current Mood:  crappy |
| Wednesday, January 9th, 2002 |
| 9:02 pm |
blah so i read over my journal and i do feel bad 4 complaining, in light of recent tragedies,, but who sed that the death of 1 dear friend to many doesnt mean a lot in its self? sigh in any event back 2 rambling about my pathetic lonely personal lief...... this guy who's kinda a combination of creepy/cute is hangin out @ work whenever im there.... i dunno if its a coincidence or whatevr but hes there like almost every shift of mine...... who knows? maybe hes just really shy and doesnt know ho else to get to know me or maybe hes waiting to find out wher ei live so he can do something sweet like leave roses on my car w/ his phone number or like have them delivered to my door or maybe hes more creepy than sweet and wants to shave my cats and duct tape squirrels 2 my car in any event itll at least be interesting unless shyboy just ends up hangin out @ my work for a s long as im there and when i quit he finds some1 else... thatd be depressing Current Mood:  blah |
| 8:56 pm |
i hate to ask 4 ur attention but i really need some help so if u could read this and reply itd be good. ok i hope nicole doesnt go online n e more and i dont think she does but even if she does and she reads this , it had 2 be said. basicly the problem is shes smoking pot like constantly. i dunno what to do, she doesnt even answer the phone ne more and her parents got her her own line so i cant call theirs... theyd get mad.... but nicole is always home and she doesnt answer the phone and when i go to visit her, i go to the basement door right? cuz she lives down on that level..... and even tho i knock on the door and call to her she doesnt come.... and the lights are on and i know she's home.... once i stood up on the cement railing to the side of the door ( the door is like below gorund level u know?) & i looked in and i SWEAR I SAW HER sitting on the couch........... and i know it was her....... an di see shes moved furniture around...... its not just me..... shes avoiding every1...... no ones seen her or talked 2 her in such a long time.... she quit @ the cafe we were workin @ together, not long after she started & thats when she stopped talkin 2 n e 1..... i dont know what 2 do.......... nicole if u read this plz call me and tell me whats up or what i did!!!!!!!!!! i'm so worried....... im crying....... i love u beb plz dont do this 2 the ppl who luv u Current Mood: worried |
| Tuesday, November 6th, 2001 |
| 6:43 pm |
OK so sorry its been so long but Ive been busy..... Nicole & I got a job @ a coffee shop....... well its interesting...... yea i hate customers and theres some shit i want to put up here but i can't right now cuz ppl are around. >:( ill update later, promise |
| Monday, October 22nd, 2001 |
| 10:05 am |
greetings from quebec!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol things r great but i g2g. |
| Wednesday, October 17th, 2001 |
| 5:48 am |
why, u ask, is elise up soooo early???? cuz shes a lozer, i answer lol my parents are liek "we need to be closer...... its been awhile since weve done anytihng as a family" and im like "ya thats cuz im 19...." LoL but they dont get it and they want to be all family like so ok whatever. Im up this god awful early to drive w/ my family to canada or soem shit, were goin 2 quebec whichis awesome i kno but i think its a little early. haha. i hope w/ the recent events and all wedont have a hard time getting over the border. ive got my passport and all that ready to go so its ok. wish me luck!!!! im so excited. hopefully i can just kinda be like "ok mom and dad i'll see u maybe tomorrow afternoon...." but they tend 2 keep me on a tight leash anywayz and theyre paying 4 this trip so. omg. omg omg omg i did not just hear that. my moms liek "well i dont like u being so unppelasent about this trip, if its that terrible why dont u bring nicole, u have ur own room anyway and theres room 4 her".........WHAT THE HELL????? nicoles gunna hate me im callin her at 6am and askin her if she wants to go to canada :) :) :) :) :) LOL my life. Current Mood: PSYCHED!@!!!! |
| Saturday, October 13th, 2001 |
| 1:20 pm |
omg, dancingbush.com.... i have a new love for our "president" lol Current Mood: god bless america LOl |
| 1:16 pm |
hahaha just read nicoles journal (shes pixiswirl) and she gave me the idea to consume loooooooots of coffee. hm that makes a hangover better rite? or wait maybe i should just suck it up cuz i get what i deserve for drinking so much. ick im gonna read my journal in like a month and wish i had shut up about how drunk i was last nyte cuz theres nothing more annoying than someone talking about how pucked they got,, u know? its like "thats nice... how about u go away, now" haha. my eyes hurt :( haha im listening to britney spears. Current Mood: omg, im sad. |
| 1:13 pm |
elise needs to learn to type.... lol
I have the biggest hangover...... ugggh i hate how u get drunk 2 forget but then in the morning ur all the more reminded of why u got drunk cuz of the headache, and u want to get drunk again to make it go away. well too bad that doesnt work, haha. Current Mood: oww |
| Wednesday, October 10th, 2001 |
| 10:05 am |
what????? i think its lets all hate elise day
ok so homesliceking doesnt like me any more i guess i dunno maybe he waz talkin about some1 else and im just paranoid. lol always a possibility. ok so lately i've been doin a lot of painting, once again, and wasting all of my time just yelling @ canvas.... nicole sed my latest cameoutw ell but i cant stand it so mebbe ill give it to her or hang it in my closet (where i never go) if she doesnt want it. weird as it is i cant bring myself to destroy paintings, they have a soul u know? its just not rite. o well. my head hurts :( i need to spend time doing things other than painting and drinking. drinkings so retarded i dunno why i started. i mean seriously now its all ido w/ my time and that's a waste of absolutely everything. it doesnt make me more creative..... lol if it could do that i'd drink all day. so i talked to my mom this morning for the first time in like ever, she said she knows someone who works for a company and like someone she knows there or something knows of an opening for an illustrator of book covers and i bet i could do it,i mean i know i could, but like its hard to get that kind of job and itd be hard to keep it up and i heard its hell anyway cuz they dont let u be creative @ all. thats sorta weird tho cuz if they know what they want,, why dont they make it themselve? ahhh ppl are so weird...... elise is rambling.... LoL g2g call nicole, shes been hiding lately i hope nothings wrong Current Mood:  hungry |
| Monday, October 1st, 2001 |
| 9:46 am |
ok wait a minute,, its oct 1???????? wtf Current Mood: aaaaaaa |
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